It's hard to believe that this year is so close to ending!
I've come to the conclusion, that I am incredibly inconsistent when it comes to writing or vlogging (on YouTube). I've been so doubtful of myself and concerned about writing my life, struggles and accomplishments, because of the possibility of rejection and/or criticism. I've found myself feeling mentally drained and spiritually weak at times, and don't really want to 'air my dirty laundry' to you guys...But I really need to get out of that mindset.
I'm pretty sure that I've said this in the past, in one way or another, but I am going to keep you guys in touch with what's going on in my life. The good, the bad and the amazing!
I am in a lot of physical pain and have been since having been severely injured by a cow at my job two years ago. So, with being in pain on the daily, my mental health and vitality aren't always 100%.
But that's life, right? I'm sure that not a lot of you are having the greatest time of your life ALL the time. But hey, thankfully God is gracious and there is ALWAYS something to look at that will encourage us...even if its in the fact that we are able to see a little bird outside and are reminded of His creation and perfection.
And I must confess, I've been writing in a different blog but not one that is public. A lot of what is there has been written on some of my worst pain days, which is why I haven't really wanted to post where people can actually read it. But I will be posting those on here in the future. (You can join me in my suffering, right?) And I will NEVER say 'no' to prayer. I accept that anytime, day or night.
Love ya!
